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Whispers in Moonlight
The moon spills like silk upon our skin,cool and silver, breathless and knowing.It watches as your hands trace constellationsagainst the curves of my longing. Night folds around us, slow and endless,a hush between heartbeats, between lips.Your whispers melt into my pulse,each word a spark, a slow-burning ember. If time were kind, it would stop here, Continue reading
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Raw
I stand before the mirror, bare. A woman. Raw. My body, defiant in its existence, stares back at me. Feminine curves, unapologetic and soft, yet unyielding. A tight stomach, not sculpted by deprivation but by the breath I have held through heartache, by the steady rise and fall of survival. Curvaceous hips, wide and steady, Continue reading
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The Inheritance of Ash and Earth
I was born from ruin, from hunger,a child of sorrow stitched from the remnants of history,woven together with the thread of survival.From the bones of a world broken and reformed,I rose, carrying the weight of two broken pastsand the hope of something that could heal the cracks between them.A body made from ghosts,an echo of Continue reading
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A Thirst for Something More
I have a thirst that runs deep within me. It’s not the thirst for anything material or shallow, but something more,something that feels as if it’s from another dimension. I long for a life that feels more true, more aligned with the core of who I am. The world around me tries to tell me Continue reading
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Valentine’s Day Evening: Sick at Home but Creating Art
Valentine’s Day—an evening of candlelit dinners, thoughtful gestures, and love in all its forms. But this year, I find myself wrapped in a blanket, not in romance, but in tissues and herbal tea. The universe had other plans. While others are out celebrating, I’m here, feeling the weight of the day in an entirely different Continue reading
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I Wanted It to Be You
Some movies entertain you. Some comfort you. And then there are the rare, quiet ones that slip under your skin and settle into your soul. The ones that feel less like a film and more like a memory you never lived but somehow know by heart. For me, that movie is You’ve Got Mail. It’s Continue reading
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Success Isn’t About Showing Off
For as long as I can remember, the idea of flaunting success has never resonated with me. Designer logos, luxury cars, extravagant homes – none of that has ever felt like success to me. While I can admire quality craftsmanship, I’ve never found fulfillment in accumulating things just to show the world I’ve “made it.” Continue reading
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Facing the Unknown: Navigating Health Concerns and the Anxiety of an Upcoming Procedure
I’ve always been fortunate to enjoy good health, never really having to worry much about my body or dealing with medical issues. But recently, some health concerns have popped up, and now, I find myself facing the need for tests and procedures to get some answers. I can’t lie, this is all pretty nerve-wracking. I’m Continue reading
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A Love Letter To The Cosmos
I’ve always loved the moon and the stars. As a child, I remember being captivated by the quiet beauty of the night sky. I’d sit outside, feeling drawn to the stars, noticing how the moon illuminated the darkness in such a calm, reassuring way. That sense of wonder still stays with me. Even now, when Continue reading
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The Man in the Moon
Beneath the veil of midnight’s quiet grace,The man in the moon drifts, soft as snow,His light a whisper, a gentle, glowing trace,A secret that the stars alone could know. He weaves through constellations, slow and free,A dreamer kissed by winter’s frosty breath,His eyes, like silver lakes, hold mystery,While whispers from the stars defeat the death. Continue reading
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From Kicks to Chords: How Karate and Tumbling Gave Way to Music
Are there any activities or hobbies you’ve outgrown or lost interest in over time? Over time, I’ve found myself outgrowing certain activities, one of the most significant being karate and tumbling. These were my world for much of my childhood and early tween years. I trained in Isshin-ryu karate, a martial art that emphasizes both Continue reading
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Discovering John Butler: A Mind-Blowing Exploration of Philosophy and Consciousness
I recently stumbled upon John Butler on YouTube. His work digs deep into the nature of consciousness, exploring how we experience reality and how philosophy can help us better understand our own minds. The way he breaks down complex topics into accessible, thought-provoking ideas has truly expanded my perspective. I’m honestly mind-blown by the depth Continue reading
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Becoming Me: Embracing Adventure, Freedom, and the Vibrancy of Life
For as long as I can remember, I lived cautiously, almost mechanically. My decisions, my actions, my very way of being, everything was shaped by an invisible, yet very real, wall of fear and responsibility. A wall I didn’t know I had built, but one that was firmly in place, holding me back from the Continue reading
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Sweet Nostalgia and Elegant Flavors: Why These Are My Favorite Candies
What’s your favorite candy? When it comes to candy, I’ve always had a special fondness for certain treats that offer a little more than just sweetness. I’m all about texture, nostalgia, and those unique flavors that you can’t quite find anywhere else. If I had to narrow down my favorites, I’d have to say it’s Continue reading
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The Weight We Carry: Learning to Rest Before We Break
I’ve spent years carrying weight that wasn’t mine—stress, expectations, unspoken grief, the silent demands of a world that never stops moving. I’ve pushed through exhaustion, convinced that rest was something to be earned rather than something I inherently deserved. But last night, as I lay on the massage table, feeling the deep pressure of hands Continue reading
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Kate Bush: The Art of Feeling
Kate Bush’s Running Up That Hill is one of those rare songs that feels like it exists in its own world, timeless, haunting, and deeply emotional. From the first notes of that ethereal synth line to the pounding of the carnal drums, it carries an intensity that’s almost otherworldly. The song is about longing, understanding, Continue reading
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The Power of the Digital Camera: Capturing Moments, Telling Stories
The most important invention in your lifetime is… … the digital camera, and more specifically, the evolution of photography technology in smartphones. I love photography and this invention has not only made capturing moments easier and more accessible, but it has also given me the tools to express myself and share my perspective with the Continue reading
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Rediscovering Our Connection: The Beauty of Returning to Nature
It’s strange, isn’t it? That we, as humans, are woven into the fabric of the natural world, yet so often we distance ourselves from it. We come from the earth, we breathe its air, and we are sustained by the food it offers. Yet, in our modern existence, it seems we’ve drawn a line, perhaps Continue reading
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